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Wednesday, 21 December 2005

  • HEY HEY HEY

    KAREBEAR HERE!!!

     

    Ok wow i havent updated in a while. Im usaly on myspace. I got bored so i decide to come look at my xanga. OK so alot has happend since the last time that i updated way to much to put on here or to even think about. I have a huge crush on this guy that i have liked for a while but i dont know he is sending me mixed signals. we will be talking and he will say sumthing that makes me think that he likes me then there are times were im like there is noway that he likes me so that whole situation is just so confussing to me.

    Colorguard(Regiment) is doing pretty well  ive gotten hurt alot so far but thats ok just better chance for me to get most injurd. tehehe. I got hit in the eye with a rifle and it wasnt even my own rifle sumone else hit me. I almost got hit the face the other day but i caught it at the last second. We had a saturday practice that Krystal and Liz came to that was really fun. Umm We had the Regiment Party Melissa and her baby boy Krystal, Liz and Donny came to. Which was really cool i hadnt seen Donny in a while nor Melissa. Her baby is so cute. '

    School is ok i guess. My chemistry teacher made me mad on the last day of school.She told me if I turned hese 2 papers in that i wood pass and I turned them in and then she was like i dont feel like grading them and ur not going to pass for the 9 weeks and that made me really mad. Then before we started the final i asked her if i wood pass for the semester and she said barely and that i wood have to pass the final. Which i havent passed any of her test so far. Then in the middle of the final she gets in my face and ask me am i doing ok and if i understood it and i was just like yeah whatever. Yeah i know that it seemed like she cared but how come all of a sudden she gets in my face and ask me and after i almost done. idk

    There has been alot of drama this year and not just with me and my friends but becky  calls me up and lets me know the drama that she is having to. It alwayz seems to be about matt. Im so glad that im over him he is such a jerk and he seems to have a new girlfriend every week well maybe not every week but pretty darn close.

    Well ok thats all i few like typing write now.

     

    Til Next TIME,

    Karen

    Have you ever wondered what hurt more?!?
    Saying something and wishing you hadent...or saying nothin and wishing you had?

Saturday, 03 September 2005

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    Welcome to My life
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    Hey Hey Hey

    Yeah so what to say. I havent updated in a while.Nothing really to tell. School has been ok. TR won there first game vs. East Central, And TR lost last night againts Clemens.

    Hmm Yesterday started out a good day then ended up being one of the worst days. I almost started to cry when Amber was leaving. I know that her and I dont alwayz get along but Im really going to miss her.

    This morning I found out that my Aunt Pat(not really my aunt just my moms friend that she has had since i was lil) hasnt been able to locate her dad and he lives in lousianna.So  she has been really stressing out. She is over here trying to use our phone. Hmm is there anything else to say...........Sarah is coming over for a lil bit then she has to work. Then Brooke and I are supposed to go over to Chavons house today to make t-shirts which should be really fun.

    Til Next time,

    Karen

    Alexz Johnson

    "Skin"

    I drift away to a place
    Another kind of life
    Take away the pain
    I create my paradise

    Everything I've held
    Has hit the wall
    What used to be yours
    Isn't yours at all

    Falling apart, and all that I'm asking
    Is it a crime, am I overreacting

    Oh, he's under my skin
    Just give me something to get rid of him
    I've got a reason now to bury this alive
    Another little white lie

    So what you had didn't fit
    Among the pretty things
    Never fear, never fear
    I now know where you've been

    Braids have been un-tied
    As ribbons fall away
    Leave the consequence
    But my tears you'll taste

    Falling apart and all that I question
    Is this a dream or is this my lesson

    Oh, he's under my skin
    Just give me something to get rid of him
    I've got a reason now to bury this alive
    Another little white lie

    I don't believe I'll be alright
    I don't believe I'll be OK
    I don't believe how you throw me away
    I do believe you didn't try
    I do blame you for every lie
    When I look in your eyes, I don't see mine

    Oh, he's under my skin
    Just give me something to get rid of him
    I've got a reason now to bury this alive
    Another little white lie

    Oh my permission to sin
    You might have started my reckoning
    I've got a reason now to bury him alive
    Another little white lie

     

Saturday, 20 August 2005

  • HEY HEY HEY

    Kare-bear here and im kinda bored

    So there is nothing really new.  woke up at 11 today. hmm and now im listening to music. well thats all for now

    KAREN

    Relient K

    "Be My Escape"

    I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
    You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
    This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
    because I know to live you must give your life away
    And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
    I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
    And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
    And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
    I gotta get outta here
    I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
    I gotta get outta here
    And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

    I’m giving up on doing this alone now
    Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
    He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
    And this life sentence that I’m serving
    I admit that I’m every bit deserving
    But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

    Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
    I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
    And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
    And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
    I gotta get outta here
    Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
    I gotta get outta here
    And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

    I am a hostage to my own humanity
    Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
    And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
    But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave

    Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
    I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
    And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
    And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
    I’ve gotta get outta here
    I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
    I’ve gotta get outta here
    And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
    You to be my escape.

    I fought You for so long
    I should have let You in
    Oh how we regret those things we do
    And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
    But so were You

    So were You

Friday, 19 August 2005

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    Perfect World
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    HEY HEY HEY

    Kare-bear here feeling sad but oh well I guess life goes on.

    I've been talking to Becky lately. Matt wrecked his car in a 4 car pile up. It totally sucks and now they are blaming him for the whole thing cuz he was the last car. Oh and he might get his licence taken away for 2 years. Oh today was there first day of skool. They only had a haft day but Becky didnt have the best day.

    Hmm Today was an ok day until this afternoon. The guard had to wear our new uniforms today. I kinda like them, i wish that we had a diff color skirt but oh well. 1st period we watched a movie and had a Sub. already. Oh and I also found out that the Sub. MR. FOSTER DIED(may he r.i.p) he was a really cool Sub. He always was given people candy and he was pretty cool as long as you did what u were told. 2nd period is REGIMENT and we learned most of part 1 today which was cool. Its really neat. OH and i was really happy cuz I was picking the routine up pretty fast. 3rd period i had chem. We had to go into our lab groups. Justin is in my group and we were talking. 4th was ok I talked to Brittnie most of the time.

    After skool Lamar went and got so energy drinks. Lamar, Jerry and I each had one. Then I went and talked to Sarah. Then I dont know but I realized something and got really sad. I didnt get any energy from the energy drink. Jerry and Lamar were both really hyper and I was sad. Oh well. Then we all got lined up to walk thru the cafateria and the guard was right behind the band then they told us that we couldnt get go. So we had to wait and go behind student council. Then Brooke, Chavon, and I had to run and get in line with TAFE. It was really fun. Then I came home. Becky Called and told me all about her first day which wasnt the best. Basically the thing Im sad about is pretty much the thing that she is sad about. Which  I think is funny cuz it happend to both of us in the same day.Well thats all for now.

    Til next time,

    Karen

    "Perfect World"

    I never could’ve seen this far
    I never could’ve seen this coming
    Seems like my world’s falling apart

    Yeah

    Why is everything so hard
    I don’t think I can deal with the things you said
    It just won’t go away

    In a perfect world
    This could never happen
    In a perfect world
    You’d still be here
    And it makes no sense
    I could just pick up the pieces
    But to you
    This means nothing
    Nothing at all

    I used to think that I was strong
    Until the day it all went wrong
    I think I need a miracle to make it through

    Yeah

    I pictured I could bring you back
    I pictured I could turn back time
    Cuz I can’t let go
    I just can’t find my way
    Yeah
    Without you I just can’t find my way

    In a perfect world
    This could never happen
    In a perfect world
    You’d still be here
    And it makes no sense
    I could just pick up the pieces
    But to you
    This means nothing
    Nothing at all

    I don’t know what I should do now
    I don’t know where I should go
    I’m still here waiting for you
    I’m lost when you’re not around
    I need to hold on to you
    I just can’t let you go

    Yeah
    Yeah

    In a perfect world
    This could never happen
    In a perfect world
    You’d still be here
    And it makes no sense
    I could just pick up the pieces
    But to you
    This means nothing
    Nothing at all
    Nothing, nothing at all
    Nothing at all

Sunday, 14 August 2005

  • ok so yeah im really bored and i have nothing to do right now. I cant believe that skool starts tomorrow. It doesnt feel like it at all. This summer went by so fast. Alot of stuff seemed to happen.  I made a new friend which is alwayz cool. I talked to Becky the other day she said that her and Matt have been in a lot arugments. She said that he is doing good tho.  HMMM what else to write.  IM SO HAPPY THE GUARD IS NOT PERFORMING AT THE RED,WHITE, AND BLUE REVIEW well thats what Rademaker said. I hope that we have a good guard this year. Its funny there is only one Sr. one S'more and one Fish the rest of us are JUNIORS(WOOT WOOT) .

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    • Location: San Antonio, Texas, United States
    • Birthday: 10/6/1988
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  • My name is Karen im 16. Im a JR.(c/o 07) at Roosevelt High School(Go ROUGH RIDERS) Im in the Color Guard. I love my family, my friends and of courses boys)

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